Oh the joy it is to be a woman.

I used to think love was the greatest thing ever. You know....that feeling...and adults tell you when your young that youll understand more when you get older. Well in recent months i have discovered that love while it is a wonderful thing but when it does not belong or is unwelcomed then all hell breaks loose. So now im pissed off. I spent the better part of my youth trying to discover love and when I finally find it I cant be with the someone that I love. And its not because he is too far no its because he is too much of an idiot. He is three years older than me and still acts like he is a 17 year old boy when what he needs to do is man up and grow up. How am I supposed to be with some one who acts like a child. I am ok with embrassing the inner child every once and a while but when you cant even do the adult thing and just deal with your problems come on. Seriously I dont know what to do with him. So finally I made the decision last week to no longer even entertain the idea of being with him. Now I do love him with every fiber of my being but somehting has got to give, I can not be with the man child. So as of this morning he and I are no longer talking and I have decided to try not to think about him for the next couple of weeks. Yeah right like thats gonna work!!!!!!!!! Well at least I actually have a great guy right now. He is sweet and cute and extremely smart and he actually acts like an adult. I dont know maybe I will fall inlove with this guy and he will be my one and only person you know that one person that you were made for to spend your lifetime with. So far so good I am meeting his mom in two weeks and he meets my mom, my dad and the extended family on monday. Oh joy that will be fun my aunt is gonna give him the tenth degree but with her its more like 360 degree lol. Oh my god I hope she doesnt question him about sex, this night is already going to be awkward I sure hope she doesnt make it any worse. God help me please. Some one say a prayer for me I am gonna need it. Well enough of my ranting for today talk to yall later which so far seems to be to my one and only follower. Well I suppose that here is a shout out to my follower, thankyou very much for reading my psychobabble.