HMMM (intense thinking)

Well, I am now at the point of which I wonder. Why do I even try? Honestly dating is just some sort of twisted game for us to be tortured in to submision. How are we expected to constantly go back and set our hearts free just to be burned agian and again. Its the never ending prossess. I often consider throughing out dating until I meet the uncontrolable need that we all face. The ID as we call it. However, I am for some reason unable to do this, I must continue in search of the cliche "Mr. Right" because deep down i always have believed in love. I dont like admitting it, but its true. Perhaps I'm masacistic.